Time to Mature

With all this relationship stuff going on in my life it makes me realize a few things about myself. I am just a teenager I have so much growing up left to do. I try to act older sometimes and I try to act mature when really I'm still a child whether or not I like it. And you know what. I am glad that I have this time to learn and make the mistakes I need to so that when I'm older I will have already figured these things out and know not to make those mistakes again. With my post, Drama in The Life of a Teenage Girl I think I could've worded things a little better. And I could have been a lot nicer. I realized that some things that I said came off a little mean. I wrote that in the moment while under the influence. No, not of drugs. The influence of my best friend. Sometimes we might go a little far and I know now that I should not have called him crazy or obsessive or clingy. He really is a great guy. He didn't have any former experience so he didn't know how to act. Not that I did. I was in the same boat. I was still figuring things out. All in all I just learned that life goes on. The whole process of life is about learning and growing. We're all aiming towards perfection and I know I am not there or even close. Like I said, I have a lot of growing up to do. But then again, who doesn't?