Marching Band

This year I was begged to do marching band by the new band teacher. After a little while I told her yes. Two weeks ago I had to go to this thing called Music Week. It is a week dedicated to learning the music that we will be playing. I didn't really have that much fun and I wanted to quit even before the first day. I learned parts of the music and not the whole thing. I felt really stupid. Then, this week I had the marching camp part. I mostly get to stay inside but I really haven't been there that much cause I have other stuff like volleyball, the peer mentor party, and then tonight I got and EKG which made me an hour an 15 minutes late. Its really sad, though cause I absolutely love music and I love to play and I love to learn the actual music. I just hate the whole marching band experience. I don't really have any friends and I feel so alone. Especially when I can't learn something as fast. But its because i haven't had any music class at all since 8th grade. Oh, well. This is why I need to make the volleyball team. So, I have a reason to quit marching band.